Driven insanity

Had you ever had this urges to hurt people with such fatal force that it may satisfy you with ease feeling and I was wonder have you ever feel thid sensation of wanted to do such deed? I for one was having the trouble to control my anger that I ended up realising all frustration towards a door and that was a blase. On an important point I did not radiated my anger towards a human but I was wonder have you ever experience such and I was curious.